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June 16th, 2006
10:53 pm - Can We Be More Than Just Friends???
i dunno wat this thing is. ive only known u for a short while yet i get emotional at the thought that i might not ever see u again. im tellin u it was at first sight that i fell for u. not knowin wat u were about, not knowin wat u been through, and how u got to be the way u r. and i kno u might think i havent known u for long...why i feel this way. i dunno the more i learn about u the more i want to be with u. ur perfect to me in everyway imaginable...but im scared to tell u how i feel...im scared that i might run u off...u might start actin different and wat not...i dont think im ready for a briused ego and a hearting heart... so....wat u think?
Current Mood:  crappy
Current Music: Floetry
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10:10 pm - New Shish!!!
Well its been a while since ive visited this thing called a live journal. things are spiraling to the end friendships, school, love. im not so stressed as i am worried. i need a C in Chem. and an A in History and English. i have to take 5 semesters worth of classes...man. and im working. but i kno God will help me along the way. i dunno wats goin on with me and my bestest...he act like he miss me when i dont talk to him. but then when i do he act like he dont wanna be bothered. im so confused. and then my senior crush is leaving. and that made me sad. im trying not to worry myself to much about it cause we barely knew each other but it still feels like we should be together. but i think i just f**ked things up(as usual). but at this point i dont care. ppl actin real brand new right now. and that shish pisses me off. im bout ready to go off on ppl... and if i start yelling next week for no reason its cause of all this stuff goin through my head. oh theres more but i think thats good for tonight.
Current Mood:  pissed off
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June 8th, 2006
10:54 pm - Betrayed
im so through...
i guess every good thing comes to an end...
but was it ever good to begin with...
was anything honest...
did u even care...
u didnt even respect my feelings...
im sooo through its not even funni...
i poored my heart out to u...
u just dont kno...
i feel betrayed...and i dunno if i can ever look at u the same...
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Diary of Alicia Keys
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April 21st, 2006
11:42 pm - This Is So Deppressing
Wow...who around me doesnt have sumone to love...this sux! i was talkin to my bff and her boyfriend(which is also one of my bff) on aim...and it was so cut but i felt like dang i want sumone to do this for me. tell me they love me and cant live without me. i mean not just my friends. but sumone closer. that special person. ugg!!! when will he come...hopefully soon...
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: E-40
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April 4th, 2006
10:37 pm - Someone Stop Me From My Missoury
So i spent this weekend talkin to this boy that i am really feelin. so we just gettin to kno each other a lil. so on monday cause i now kno him a lil better i say hi. but monday was the first time i heard his voice...which is weird(not his voice) but ok. So yesturday i didnt talk to him but a lil after 6th period. but i sent a comment to his myspace. and noticed he had a new gurl as his #1 and it wasnt me!!! so im thinking in my head well he might have a girl so ill just back off. so me bieng me i ask him if he has a gurl and he said "im workin on it". after that the rest of the convo was so confusing!!! i dunno if hes talkin to someone or if he even likes me that way or if we are talking! wat is actually considered talking! plz! clear me of me confusion!!!!! but i hope i didnt ruin a friendship in progress or did i create me a future boyfriend?!?!?!
Current Mood:  confused
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April 3rd, 2006
10:26 pm - Umm...how do u kno when u get hit on?
So today i was in homeroom just talkin to my meesh meesh(ronald) as usual. and all of the sudden this boy comes up to my meesh meesh and asks him for a dollar. so being the ronald he is he said no...cause i dont kno u. so he started to hit on him...then he came over to me , this whole time he looks like a boy but i wasnt sure, and asks if i have a dollar i say no. at this time his hand was on my back. the he indroduces himself and says "hi, my name is kelly" yes KELLY! so me being polite, indrocuce myself. as we're going through this process i look at his chest area and notice hey he has boobs. i think i just got hit on by a lesbian, as ronald pointed out. lmao! it was a very odd day!
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March 31st, 2006
11:12 pm - Sexii Ppl!!
omb! i had a great day today...well week period. this person im feeling noticed me on the way to sixth period...omb! he is soooooo cute. i just wanna lay one of those hustle and flow kisses on him...yes...that sexii! i wanna hump his leg...lmao!!! i feel like plz let me get some cutty! then in 6th i could hardly get him out of my head...and i got three A's in my class today. yes three in one class. then tonight i went to islands and the movies with me gurlies! it was so much fun. we just talked up a storm. we went to see ATL, which everyone has to go see, and took pics in a clothing store...so much photo opp's! omb! i cant get him out my head...and the funny thing is i really dont kno him that well...but i just wanna dive into it! but im not necessarily scared but im worried wat he might say...he seems nice. but as i said i dont really kno him...and my bff doesnt wont me to tell him who he is and he plays on the same team as him.so im in a dilemma!!! i dunno wat to do...can u say HELP!!!!
Current Mood:  chipper
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March 22nd, 2006
10:51 am - Friendship
its so funny how my world is. right now i wanna give up on a friendship cause it doesnt seem like the other person is as involved as i wanna be...i kno yall prob like WTH!!! but i take my friendships to heart when i say im ur friend u got my sholder to lean on...i will drop everyone and everything if u need me at that time...but it seems when u try to say "eff it!" then here comes another reason for u to stay...cause u find out dang this aint the moment to be droppin ppl...so im sticking on...but i cant take all this baggage much longer i need someone to help me sometimes...but i guess thats when i turn 2 GOD AND MY LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS. even though it seems like ill never get out...i kno theres a reward around the corner...the devil cant hold my blessings much longer...
Current Music: Amerie
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March 21st, 2006
11:23 pm - ImLuvinDaJuniorLife
omb! this was a very random day...lol! well today i woke up the same time i would usualy on a skool day...but we we're running late. so my sis drove my mom to work then drove me to my friends house. omb! we walked to panera bread and ate there in their oh so cumffy chairs. after then we walked back to her house. on the way there we were walkin past a paked mta bus and seen some kinda liquid leeking out the back door...as we got closer my friend was like omb! there is a man peeing on the bus...ewwwwwwwwwwww!!!! im no longer riding the mta if i dont have too!!! can u say sanatizer!!!!! oh wow...then we countinued to walk...i chaced some crows...then we got back to her house and watched some daytime t.v. haha! the things that come on now...she made some bomb sausages!! yum!!! then i came home around 1pm and went to sleep at 1:30pm...lol! woke up and made some cookies and got on the comp...now im bout to go to sleep and prepare for a CAHSEE free day tomorrow! c/o '07!!!!
Current Mood:  weird
Current Music: none
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March 18th, 2006
11:35 pm - Melody
eva just feel like writing? just felt like ur pen had to touch that paper and get out ur thoughts? felt like u were gonna scream if u didnt get this thought out? like the only thing that could understand u is ur pen and paper? or when u hear that certain song it brought back emotiona and feelings and anger that u stored away and the only way u can get it out was to write? well im feelin that way write now and i feel like i just need to write or ima scream and if u not knowin this is my melody...
My Writing is...My Melody...
Current Mood: artistic
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